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Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Wish You Were Here

Waa.... Avril Avril Avril ... I'm your fans... * sambil guling guling bawa kertas ukuran A3 dengan nama Avril Lavgine 

Hoho... This is my new post.. Well, I don't know what I should write in here. I guess, it'll be boring if I shared about my life story like usual anymore. Just thinking about something else.. Ehm.. Yap yap! I guess about Avril L. she is my idol... hahaa... I love all her songs... so cool!!! like this one.. check it out...

That's cool.. Did you know why? because I feel like this song. I Wish You Were Here..  - you said, I'm not alone, You were here. And you'll be here one day- huwaa! Forget it forget it...*say to my own self

Back to Avril, I love her song since I was in Junior High School... now I am in High School, oh actually, Vocational High School.. :)

I hope, someone who ever been said to me if I am not alone cause you were here, listen this song too.. And give me a lot of smile everyday.. hahaaa.. So stupid girl!!!!

Enjoy the others song from Avril L. guyssss.... You'll love it like what I did.. :)

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Je suis confus...

This story I shared cause I feel this is not important story that I have to keep on my own self... hahaaaa.. :D

About 2 month ago, I added new friends on Facebook, I known 2 freaky boys.. They are models and Photographer in Polyvore. They studied in University in Paris, they take Law subject. wuhuuuu... that's so coolll..
I was interested on a boy, she came from Turkey but live in Paris. He's can't speak in English well.. He's handsome... hahaha... But I don't know why, I'm getting closer with another boy who live with a boy I like. I thought the boy who I like is interested on another girl from California. He ever been told me. It's okay!! 

Day by day, Mr G getting more closer to me and my Mom. Yeah, I shared all about that boy to My mom. And Mr G want to be my Mom's son. My Mom agree to accpeted him. hohooo..Mr G shared everything about his day to me also. 

But, I'm unlucky. I don't know why. Mr D who I thought he's not interested on me said JEALOUS if I'm getting closer with Mr G. What?????? so surpriseddddd... Then I asked Mr G, Does he interested on me also or not, and the answer is YES. damn!! They are best friend and almost get fighting because of it.. 

But, Mr D said that he didn't want to get relationship with me. Because he didn't want to get fighting anymore with his beloved friend. What a pity I am! hahaaaa..
Actually, I don't know what should I do. My school mates who know about it told to me,
1. Choose Mr D, cause if you choose Mr G you will lost everything.
2. You know them only in FB, maybe they are liar
3. This is your false. Mr D is the better choice
4. Thinking a while, listen to your heart which one is the best for you. Think about their relationship
5. How can they interested on you? hahaaa.... 

But I think, the best choice is.. "I will give a chance for the first one who request it. I will let him go inside my heart and my life after I done my final exam. Just to make it sure, I'll ask all of his information. Such as his address, and everything else." hahhahaa... I'm so childish.. 

However, I can't lie to my self, I almost fall in heart with Mr G. He's Friendly, handsome, cool, he can give me advice when I feeling blue, he can make me smiling, make me get bad feeling if he didn't give me his news. I can share everything to him. But my friend said if Mr G is not handsome like Mr D. ohhh, I don't care. 


Gosshhhhhh...... Je suis confus... I just want the true about them... ARE THEM REAL??

Monday, November 21, 2011

Saturday, November 12, 2011

BE PATIENT ..

Hari ini.. sedikit sial.. kalau seluruh dunia bilang tanggal 11 bulan 11 tahun 2011 itu hari istimewa karena di bingkai dengan angka 1, itu nggak berlaku di aku. tau kenapa?
1. hari ini sebelum berangkat sekolah perut mengalami goncangan yang parah bikin aku nyarisssss telat sekolah. dan rules kelas ku, free pilih dimana dia duduk. dan waktu aku udah nyampek dikelas, wichisss, sempurna, kursi yang tersisa cuma di area belakang. ya, seharian sedikit tidak konsen. tau kan kursi menentukan prestasi. haha... area belakang itu area rame, bagus buat orang yang lagi males fokus. tapi aku? oh noooooo...
2. hari ini ceritanya mau latihan senam buat ujian olah raga hari senin 14/11/11, ehhhh, lappy ku speaker nya nggak terlalu keras, dan kalah sama suara anak sekelas, wichis, nggak kedengeran deh musik nya, apalagi ketambah suara musik kelompok lain yang juga lagi latihan. finally, kelompok ku ke taman bawah dan latian diluar ruangan. dan semua yang ngelihat kita senyum-senyum nggak jelas. maluuuuu ...
3. hari ini juga aku rencanain rapat buat perwakilan kelas bukut tahunan, tapi 1,5 jam aku nunggu ditempat yang sudah disepakati, eeh, yang nongol cuma beberapa manusia aja. sedih dan jengkel, padahal aku ngejar dateline. emosiii..
4. critanya emau lunch di mie ayam langganan waktu smp, eh, udah jauh-jauh dan melintasi jogja, ternyata tutup. laperrr banget, akhirnya aku beli mie ayam yang dari dulu emang berhadapan sama mie ayam langganan, dan akhirnyaaaa, parah mie ayam isinya minyak doang, ehm bisa dibolang sih, nggak enak, mahal pula..
5. akun nganter temen pulang habis makan siang, dan yap, belum 5 menit naik motor, hujan tiba tiba membasai tubuh dan motor. yaudah, pakailah mantel. sialnya, belum 10 menit, huija berhenti dan aku udah ada di areha yang masih kering belum kena ujan. sial, tengsin banget, tau kenapa? yaiyalah, aku posisi pake jas ujan, eh tapi sekitarku kering kerontang. saltum banget..
6. abis nganter temen pulang, dan baru keluar dari gang rumah temen, eh hujan deras banget. untung jas hujan belum aku lepas.. eh masih sial lagi, ban motor bocor dalam posisi hujan deres berangin pula. dan parahya lagi nggak ada tukang tambal ban di sepanjang jalan. dan akhirnya aku lihat tukang tambal ban, yay,oh no, sial lagi, tambal ban nya banjir, jadi harus nungu setengah jam sampai hujan dan banjir nya sedikit berkurang. dinginnnnnnnn banget posisi ku saat itu..
7. sampai rumah, hape sudah setengah mati, rencana mau ngerjain tugas pun tertunda.. itu semua gara-gara mati listrik.  jadi nggak jelas dirumah mau ngapain, akhir nya tidur aja...
8. ceritanya sebelum nulis postingan ini aku mau nyelesain tugas dulu. oh, sial tugas nya nggak mungkin selesai malam ini. padahal besok ada tugas ipa, ujian agama yang aku nggak tau bab mana yang keluar, besok ada presentasi bahasa Perancis, dan ada pelantikan TONTI yang aku diwajibin ikut melantik anggota baru. sempurnaaaa..

VIOLA!!!
sialnya aku hari ini, masi ada sial lain, tapi nggal mungkin aku share. yap, itu pribadi aja. disini aku nggak mau nyakitin atau nyinggung perasaan orang lain aja. hahaha..

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Birthday !!

yay! 30/10/2011 it was my birthday! I'am 17 years old... oh, getting older, it's Ok! ehm, i get new lappy (laptop) from my dad, Thanks Dad, you are the best father ever after! , i get modem from my Mom, thank you Mom. :) i get surprised party from my beloved friends, my classmates gave me, ehm no, gave us (aim ~my friend~ and I) little party. The birthday of Aim is 31/10 so we get the same party.

when we blew candles with our classmates
this is Aim and I and our cakes

hem.. it's didn't stop yet.
after that, i get present from my best friends.. T-shirt with my picture on the front. haha... really amazing with that present. thank you...



haha.. and under of my picture there is my name LAPS (lely anna puspa sari), haha..

and my birthday story continued on Friday 4 November 2011,


our birthday cake..

Sam, Emelia, Aim, and I


when we made a wish before blew candles


cheeerrrsssss.... show up you smile!
yappp... that are our picture. haha.... it was amazing party ever after. I had many pictures but i can't shared all. :)
after we blew candles, they gave us presents. T-shirt with many signatures of them and unforgetable from my teacher Mrs. Tita. thank you Mrs... hehe... girls get the yellow T-shirt.. and boys get the white T-shirt... we were very surprised... haha.
many signature there

on our back


really thank you for that momment. Thanks God.. and all. I can't stop my tears if i remind that momment.
Happy getting older, Lely!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

BAKSOS...

Tanggal 6 may 2011, gue sama temen-temen gue BAKSOS - bakti sosial- bagi-bagi nasi bungkus buat para runa wisma didearah TBY -taman budaya jogja-. Well, seru !!!!!!!!!!!! , ada adegan marah, capek, bingung, panik, tapi tetep semua pada senyum tujuan dari acara ini sih cuma satu, yaitu biar kita inget sama lebih bersyukur aja sama apa yang kita sapet sekarang. Kata Andre, temen gue, hidup itu ngaak cuma sekolah, pacaran, seneng-seneng aja, tapi ada bersyukurnya.Jujur gue bangga sama temen gue yang satu itu. Andre you are my best friend ever after!! 
Dari acara itu gue juga bisa kenal banyak orang, kaya Fani, Iyus, Dedi, trus banyak deh.. lupa gue... hehe
Gue emang bukan terlahir dari keluraga mampu, tapi gue sampai sekarang terus mencoba liahtkebawah biar gue nggak merasa sombong. Dan acara kemaren bikin gue bener-bener ngrasa berdosa. Karena gue selama ini masih asal-salan dan jarang bersyukur sma apa yang gue dapet. 
Diacaraitu gue juga ajak temen-temen sekelas gue. Mereka tertarik dan endingnya mereka seneng. Bahkan waktu terjun bagi nasi nya ada yang nggak kuat. Gue emang nggak turun lanmgsung bareng mereka buat ngebagi, gue stay di pos sama Fani, Caludia, Dedi. Tapi abis semua selesai, gue terjun bagi nasi sama Caludia di kota Jogja. SERUUU!!! Dan  gue ngerasa dosa banget,lagi, karena motor gue yag bawa Iyus, dan waktu itu ujan sedangkan gue naek mobil sama yang lain. Gue bener-bener ngerasa nggak enak... Iyus, maafin gue yaa, masi nyesel nii..
Ini foto- foto waktu baksos, 



ini Fani, Dedi, Iyus sama satu lagi gue lupa (kenalan baru) waktu nunggu pesenan nasi bungkus disalah satu restoran sederahana.
Ini sebagian orang yang ikut waktu pembagian nasi bungkus. Kita makan sama apa yang dimakan para tuna wisma malem itu.


Ini seluruh orang yang ngebagiin nasi waktu itu.


 Ini waktu ngebagi dijalanan dengfan bantuan anak SEBUMI. Makasih buat temen-temen SEBUMI yang udah mau bantu.


kalo yang ini.... gerombolan anak-anak yang demam foto... ini gue sama temen-0temen gue lagi makan tapi tetep sadar camera... haha










Yapp.. itu cerita gue tentang Baksos berang sama temen-temen gue. Gue harap ini bukan yang terakhir. :))

LAPS

Thursday, May 5, 2011

SAHABAT? KEJUJURAN?, YAKIN??

Jujur gue bukan tipe orang yang suka dibo'ongin. Gue bisa marah besar kalo dibo'ongin. Apalagi sama orang  yang deket sama gue. Dan belakangan ini, ada seorang sahabat gue yang udah nggak jujur sama sahabat-sahabta nya sendiri. Well, gue nggak tau apa dia masih anggap gue sahabat dia atau nggak. Gue nggak pernah tau.  Atau mungkin dia punya alasan nggak cerita ke sahabat-sahabat nya. Itu semua gue bisa ngerti. Tapi kenapa? kenapa gue harus tau dari orang lain. Jujur ya, gue nggak akan marah kalo orang itu nggak jujur tapi alasannya masuk logika. Gue nggak mau sok bijaksana. 
Apa kita berempat masih biusa disebut SAHABAT?? yang setau gue harus ada KEJUJURAN. Gue udah mulai nggak yakin sama itu semua. Kita udah jalan sendiri-sendiri. Well, mungkin gue juga ynag salah. Belakangan ini gue nggak pernah hangout lagi sama mereka. Mulai nggak suka cerita. Dan gue pun bingung senidri. Gue nggak tau kenapa. Tapi setidaknya gue tetp jujur sama mereka. Gue percaya dan menghargai keputusan mereka. Karena gue YAKIN kalo mereka juga punya cara buat hidup mereka. 
Tapi yang gue nggak isa habis pikir, salah satu SAHABAT gue nggak tau punya pikiran sama atau nggak sma gue. Sampai orang yang dia bilang pacar, yang selama ini ditutupin dari sahabat-sahabatnya sendiri muali bikin masalah ma gue. Apa gue harus diem pura-pura nggak tau? Atau gue harus tanya langsung ke dia tentang KEJUJURAN dia selama ini? Gue bukan orang yang nggal punya perasaan. Apalagi sama orang yang gue sebut SAHABAT. Gue kangen moment gue sama mereka. Samapai gue ngrasain hal yang hilang kalo salah satu mereka nggka ada. Sekarang semua bener-bener terasa kosong. Hampa. 
Can I hold you anymore? I trully miss the moment. I just hope we can back like yesterday. It's all about us.  I don't know what i did for us. Sorry. It's my mistakes, probably. But don't killing our relation. I need you can stay close of me and say : "WE CAN TROUGH ALL THE TROUBLES"  





 





I'll love and miss our moment ever after.... 


LAPS